Happy 20th Birthday to Tan Mei Hong

Happy 20th Birthday to Tan Mei Hong.


Shermeen came to my house around 2pm and we did meihong's photo album till like 6pm..
Skipped meal because we are too busy contributing to meihong's present..
Get prepared and headed to town..
Waited for Chloe to knock off from work and we headed far east to have our dinner..
Walked over to Ion because we planned to get Swensen's ice cream cake for her..
Called up Cash studio ask if they have a freezer. But they say its better to get a non-ice cream cake..
Thought of many things and ended up we bought the cake still..
Trained back to bedok. Taby and me headed to buy mixer while Chloe and Shermeen went to pass the cake to steven..Met Joshua Lim, Zhi ping, Wee ping and we headed to cash studio to meet Ivan, Meihong, Xuan, Meihong's cousin.
Sing, picture and drink abit.. Total 13 person celebrated her birthday..

Pictures are with Shermeen.. Willl update them later..

What is wrong?

I seriously don't know what it wrong with my blog..

I can't seems to see all the post for the month... How sad...

I wanted to see the one I wrote on feb 14 2010.. Why can't i see.. Hmmm.

Reminds the same...

Friday~

Woke up at 2pm and stayed at home to use the comp and try to study..

But i just can't study now.. Maybe I don't have the mood to do so..

Around 5pm, Chloe called me up and we went to city plaza. Did some shopping and bought a bag and a clip. haha. After that we actually intent to go home.. Chloe suddenly brought of the idea of going to bugis.. And so we went..Shop there and throughout everything, i'm so stress about something.. Something many of you know about if you did talk to me recently..It just a matter if it is worth right?

Settled down and we went to have dinner.

Headed home after that.. And met taby under my block..

Came to my house, chatted with my mum and Taby for like 4 hours.

And finally i heard something happy from him:)

He said that he will try to meet me soon because he kinda miss me too:)

I'm so happy to see that.. And i jumped upon seeing the message.

I've waited for him to say that very long ago. Yes it is long. But no matter how long it is, you're worth for me to do anything for..♥

Don't expect too much from others when you didn't want the others to expect much from you. Treat others like how you would want to be treated:)

You lighted up my life.

Exams are coming in 2 weeks time and you're entering ns on that week too.

If only you want meet me, i will be most willing to have the time for you. Though i need to study.

You know I still love you even though I didn't say it out.

You know I still care about you even thought I didnt ask much.

You know I still miss you even though I didnt say it out.

You know I still need you even though I can still live.

You know I am sad because you are not with me.

You know you mean so much to me.

Everything that I'm doing now is all for you.

I will always be waiting for you.

♥nameloc

Never back down:)

Cried so much yesterday. I dreamt of you.. I'm so happy in my dream. I even told myself in my dream that this is real.. I'm not dreaming.. But when I woke up, i know it was all a dream, i'm sad..Needle piercing through my heart..and it is aching since the day.....

I know you felt this way before.. I'm sorry. I didn't know I hurt you so much in the past..

Back to school..luckily i'm still be able to wake up for my lesson..

Because I forced myself to:)

I cried during WFB lesson again.. Eyes are like swollen and in pain..

Lesson till 2pm today and went for a movie with shermeen, chloe and people..

Thoughout i'm like keep thinking of you..

Many things around me can be related to you. So many memories.. Too much for me to even forget.. I went back to my old post.. those that I did wrote about it.. I miss them..

Yes I miss you. I'm waiting for your return. Would you be back?

I hope you will be back to me someday. I will wait:)

I feel so sorry and regret of everything.. I should have treated you better.. Maybe the best way i should treat you..You know I love you and I won't betray you in anyways.

No matter what, i'm waiting:)

Because I love you..

Just for you..

I'm willing to sacrifice my another half of my soul just for you..
I regret for everything I have done..

I look strong from the outside. I can laugh and joke around.

But recently I'm not like myself...But i tried to be like myself so as my friends around me will feel happy too..

I may not text you or message you.. it's not because I don't love you anymore.

I still care alot for you and I can only care, and be there for you without you knowing..

Still happy as long as you are happy..

And that is because I love you..I really do..

I can only stand far to say I love you and to be there for you.

As long as you are happy with your life now:)

lastly I hope you're doing fine now..

I love you..

nameloc:)

When I tell you I love you, I don’t say it out of habit or to start a conversation. I say it to remind you that you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Only if you know...

Went to school at 12pm.. Lunch with Chloe and Shermeen.

Account lesson for 5 hours.. And it is not killing me. I think I need more time!

Head to training with Chloe, Shermeen and meihong since I've got nowhere to go..

And did some new stunts and it's fun but yet dangerous..

Something happened today and I'm glad that we're fine now..

That's all for today..

Well, I hope i have more time for cheerleading and study now...

Things are different now...

First and the last time..

Saturday

Taby came to my house around 945pm and we headed down to eat..

We cabbed down to city hall in a rush after eating..

Kenneth texted me, and wanted to ask me out.. But I'm going out..

So i ask him along for the City alive thingy since there is extra ticket..

Met Meihong, steven and Ivan at city hall and we walked to esplanade to meet Shermeen, Tricia, pric and kenneth..

On our way to city alive, we saw a carnival and we play one of the ride. It costed me $7.50 for the ride shown below... LOL!

Had fun and I got my thumb a cut and it started bleeding..

Headed to city alive and they dance/drink there..

I drank like 2 sips and i passed to someone else..

While they are dancing, I was standing there with meihong behind me.. Felt more secure with her around.. I won't go to club unless birthday or so.. Even if it is birthday, i will persude them to go pub instead.. LOL! Club is boring and guys kept looking at you is disgusting!

When I saw a guy look at me, i will go near taby and make sure people around me are girls.. haha. So damn lame can. I think I'm like a scary cat there... LOL!

And shermeen's friend, named Tricia, she damn like she is very high and she kept knocking onto me or stepping on my feet. Stayed till around 3am and we headed home..

Home sweet home and boyfriend is still online.. chatting with him while watching "Down with love". Finished Episode 1 and it's 630am and i hitted my pillow after that..

Meihong is getting tissue for me:) So sweet of her:)

Finally ETP is over!

Wednesday- School and Cheerleading Training.

Tried 221 and we did it! We even tried table top and:)

Thursday- ETP presentation is over.. Means end of ETP module I guess! HAHA.

I'm so happy.. No more burning of midnight oil!!

Headed home and took a nap.. Trained down to Cine to meet kenneth koh at 8pm..

Went to eat mac before the movie starts..

Watch "Wolfman" and in the middle, mingsong texted me and told me that he will be meeting taby and weijie at night..I so wanna go..estimated my movie's ending time and it will end around 11pm.. So i have planned after the movie i will cabbed down to downtown to meet them..Kenneth paid for my cabbed fare and he went to cine k pool to look for his friend..

Met Xijie, taby, mingsong and weijie at downtown.. bought 1150pm "Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief". After the movie, headed to mac and eat again.. I didn't want to eat.. But Mingsong gave me 1 of his mega mac meat.. Cabbed over to my house later and stayed over...

Friday-Mingsong went back home around 6pm as he have friend's birthday to attend..

Stayed home the wholeday and finished watching hai pai tian xin..

Chinese new year

During Chinese New Year Eve, had Reunion dinner over at my place.

Relative came over to my place. Around 9pm cabbed down to sk with family and met friends over there.. had a nice catch up with them:)

Chinese New year day 1- Relative came over to my place and we went over to their place to play mahjong. Played till around 9plus and headed over to eunos MRT to meet Weeping.

Met Meihong, Steven and shermeen on train while met chloe at City hall. Mingsong reached Clarke quay before us. And when we reached, he walked over to me and handed flower to me..

I did a small album for his valentine's gift..Celebrated Shermeen's birthday at a pub and cabbed home around 6am..

My boyfriend is acting cute again...

I took this picture:)

Birthday kiss:D

From me to him:)

So cute:)

Chinese New year day 2- Relative came over to my place and mingsong went home around 5pm.. Relative stayed till around 8pm.. And my house became like a kindergarden again.. All my nephew and niece came too. LOL! Around 9pm, Boyfriend text me and ask me if I wanna tag along for a movie with wei wei, quan you and jasmine..

He called me after that and I went to change while he and quan you cabbed down to my place and i hop on his cab.. I quickly changed to long sleeve and a black skirt.. and rushed down. Though it's first time going out with him friends, i think i'm friendly enough.. I talk to them throughout like as if I know them for quite sometime...Bought "Little Big Soldier" for 12.30am..

While waiting, we went to cafe cartel to chill.. they ordered side dishes but i didn't eat.. I'm on diet! LOL! haha. After the movie, cabbed down to katong and they played pool while i watch them play all the way.. And weiwei's and quan you's stress face is funny la! haha.

Chinese New year day 3- Woke up late because I reached home around 5am in the morning the day before.. Headed to god-dad's place with my parents.. Around 5pm, cabbed down to boyfriend's place and he hopped on my cab.. Cabbed down to East coast park and met Weiwei, Quan you and Jasmine. Had a meal before we starts to blade.. Blading was fun and been so long since I last blade.. LOL! After blading, we settled our dinner and we chatted for awhile.. Cabbed home with Quan you as he live near my place..